isn't this a nice blog?

yes, of course this is a nice blog. this is the fourth blog that i author. is it good or bad? few or many? ah well, never mind
i doubt if this blog would be found by anyone. and even found, if anyone would bother to read it. and even then, would anyone be bother to take in the emotions of my daily life, laugh as i laugh, cry as i cry.
no one? well, at least i can be assured that this blog is totally private and safe. :)
that would be all for the first post.
if you are reading this blog, please follow it, okay? even as i value privacy, i still like to know that some one out there is sharing my stuff. cool.
i'm quite miserable today. not the crying-sobbing sort of miserable, like last tuesday, but just an ache, 'like a phantom limb', as jodi picoult says in my sister's keeper. 
i like quotes from nooks. they're really cool. like this one, 'in infinite time and infinite space, there live a bubble organism, this bubble organism lasts a while and bursts, and this bubble organism is I.' by kostantin levin, from anna karennina, by lev tolstoy. i cant remember the exact words, but the gist is there.